Just a thought...

I'm just sitting around on a Saturday and I just was thinking. Becoming skinny is free. No food = Free Exercise = Free Why not get skinny? It's not really costing anything. Being this fat is costing me a lot. I remember going to a store to shop for jeans and that's when I found out that I couldn't fit in size 5 & 6 jeans when I used to be sizes 3 &4. Ugh.. I cried a lot that day. Why am I making up excuses? Why are we? What's actually hard. It's not like we're giving up our foot or something. Why don't we just think of food like a mere object that we need now and then? I've been binging these few days and gained 4 pounds.. Now I'm gonna try to think like the skinny girl I know I am. I don't wanna look like this:

I see my dad having so much problems because he's overweight. I'm already 25 pounds overweight. I don't wanna get any fatter. I'm just so scared of gaining weight.